Sunday, November 27, 2005

we'd better...like this

If love was a bird Then we wouldn't have wings
If love was a sky We'd be blue
If love was a choir You and I could never sing
Cause love isn't for me and you

If love was an Oscar You and I could never win
Cause we can never act out our parts
If love is the Bible Then we are lost in sin
Because its not in our hearts

So why don't you go your way And I'll go mine
Live your life, and I'll live mine
Baby you'll do well, and I'll be fine
Cause we're better off, separated

If love was a fire Then we have lost the spark
Love never felt so cold
If love was a light Then we're lost in the dark
Left with no one to hold

If love was a sport We're not on the same team
You and I are destined to lose
If love was an ocean Then we are just a stream
Cause love isn't for me and you

Girl I know we had some good times
It's sad but now we gotta say goodbye
Girl you know I love you, I can't deny
I can't say we didn't try to make it work for you and I
I know it hurts so much but it's best for us
Somewhere along this windy road we lost the trust
So I'll walk away so you don't have to see me cry
It's killing me so, why don't you go
So why don't you go your way And I'll go mine
Live your life, and I'll live mine
Baby you'll do well, and I'll be fine
Cause we're better off, separated

Friday, November 25, 2005

iRwan, with d new life...


Mencintai dan dicintai ternyata menjadi legenda hidup yang menyisakan ribuan kenangan. Gelisah, gundah , lara, luka, dan rindu seperti menggoreskan cerita tak tergantikan. Cerita itu menyatu dengan nafas alam, tak tersentuh oleh jarak, ruang, dan waktu.

akan datang saatnya
dimana cinta memanggil
dan memanggil
sampai hati luluh
dan rebah dalam keteduhan

--==20 November 2005==--

Setelah sekian lama aku berjalan bersamanya, kini aku sendiri lagi, dia telah meninggalkanku dengan sejuta alasan yang dia katakan, aku ga peduli...bagiku, kalo aku bukan yang dia butuhkan, dengan lapang hati aku biarkan dia menjauh dariku...memang, terbesit rasa sakit yang amat sangat... aku salah karena terlalu mencitainya, terlalu memberikan semua hidupku untuknya...untuk menghilangkan penat, setelah itu aku pergi jauh dari kota ini hanya untuk sesaat untuk menghilangkan semua beban pikiran yang ada dalam pikiranku, sahabat membawaku ke tempat yang sangat indah walaupun aku sudah beberapa kali ke tempat itu..dan ku harap aku bisa mencoba untuk melupakan semua kenangan yang pernah aku dapatkan darinya, kenangan indah yang sangat berharga buat hidup aku walaupun sakit untuk tetap aku simpan dalam benakku...
fffiiiuuuuhhhh.....aku bukan lelaki lemah tapi aku juga bukan lelaki perkasa, aku berada di antaranya...mudah2an aku sanggup untuk menghadapi semua cobaan ini...amien

Wednesday, November 16, 2005

Selfish...

I just don't understand
Why you're running from a good man baby
Why you wanna turn your back on love
Why you've already given up
See I know you've been hurt before
But I swear I'll give you so much more
I swear I'll never let you down
Cause I swear it's you that I adore
And I can't help myself babe
Cause I think about you constantly
and my heart gets no rest over you

You can call me selfish
But all I want is your love
You can call me hopeless (hopeless)
Cause I'm hopelessly in love
You can call me unperfect
But who's perfect?
Tell me what do I gotta do
To prove that I'm the only one for you
What's wrong with being selfish?

I'll be taking up your time
Until the day I make you realize
That for your there could be no one else
I just gotta have you for myself
Baby I would take good care of you
No matter what it is you're going through
I'll be there for you when you're in need
Baby believe in me
If love was a crime
Then punish me
I would die for you
Cause I don't want to live without you
Oh what can I do?

You can call me selfish
But all I want is your love
You can call me hopeless (hopeless)
Cause I'm hopelessly in love
You can call me unperfect
But who's perfect?
Tell me what do I gotta do
To prove that I'm the only one for you

Why do you keep us apart
Why won't you give up your heart
You know that we're meant to be together
Why do you push me away
All that I want is to give you love
Forever and ever and ever and ever

You can call me selfish
But all I want is your love
You can call me hopeless (hopeless)
Because I'm hopelessly in love
You can call me unperfect
But who's perfect?
Tell me what do I gotta do
To prove that I'm the only one for you

Selfishly I'm in love with you
Cause I've searched my soul
and know that it's you
Selfishly I'm in love with you
Cause I've searched my soul
and know that it's you
Selfishly I'm in love with you
Cause I've searched my soul
and know that it's you..

To prove that I'm the only one for you
So what's wrong with being selfish, selfish, selfish, selfish...
So what's wrong with being selfish...