--=== happy birthday ===---

Ga kerasa, dah 25 tahun perjalanan hidup ku ini...1/4 abad dah aku lewatin dengan semua emosi yang aku rasakan, sedih, senang, marah,bahagia, dan semua emosi yang pernah aku rasakan bercampur aduk dengan berjalannya waktu..Masih saja aku menyesal, yup..aku menyesal karena sampe saat ini aku masih belum bisa hidup "baik"..Ya Allah, semoga di 25 tahun perjalanan hidup ku ini, kau masih sayang padaku...kau masih memberikan kesempatan untukku memperbaiki hidupku ini menjadi lebih "baik" lagi..semoga aku masih di beri kesempatan untuk taat beribadah hanya kepadaMu ya Allah..amien

damn...!!!!!!!

Damn, gue ternyata banyak di bohongin ama tuh orang, apa yang di omongin dan dia tuduhin itu cuma nutupin apa yang udah dia lakuin ke gue,dia timpalin semuanya ke gue,what d f**k!!!!palsu, apa yang lu dah omongin itu palsu, air mata lu juga palsu...DAMN!!disgusting!! u've really really disgusting behavior...just remember, somebody will get revenge..u'll get punkd with someone else, not me 'coz i dont wanna get closed to you anymore,even just watching you or hear your voice!!..remember, someday u'll get anything what you've done to me!!

.......Earthbound.......

You took me higher than I've ever been
Now that we're strangers, I've come down again
Back to the real world, back to the real world, back to the ground
Not high above it, without your loving, now I'm earthbound

Because your love it lifted me above it all
Without it, it's leaving me so far to fall
I hope you find what you're looking for
I never thought there could be anymore

But if you really have to go, you take the high, I'll take the low
But when you leave me don't you know, you leave me earthbound

You took me higher than I've ever been
Now that we're strangers, I've come down again
Back to the real world, back to the real world, back to the ground
Not high above it, up where the love is, now I'm earthbound


Because we used to say that we were far away
Because our love, it took us to another place
And it's so hard for me to face

But if you really have to go, you take the high, I'll take the low
But when you leave me don't you know, you leave me earthbound
If you really have to go, you take the high, I'll take the low
But when you leave me don't you know, you leave me earthbound

i'm doin just fine

When you said goodbye
I felt so all alone
There were time at night I couldn't sleep
My heart was much too weak to make it on my own
Baby after all the misery
and pain you put me through
So unfair to me girl
You're no longer my world
and I ain't missin' you at all

I'm doin just fine
Getting along every well
without you in my life
I don't need you in my life
I'm doin just fine
Time made me stronger
you're no longer on my mind

portrait of me.....