Wednesday, January 18, 2006

:: Jazzitude ::


"I'll play it and tell you what it is later"
--Miles Davis--

Sebuah ungkapan dari seorang jazzy mengenai musik yang digemarinya...what's up miles?
Gue sendiri ga ngerti, kenapa yah gue jadi suka ama musik jazz? awalnya sendiri gue ga tau kapan tiba-tiba jadi suka musik jazz..hmmm ntar dulu ntar dulu...kapan yah?ohh iya iya, kayanya pas mulai suka jazz itu semenjak dengerin lagunya incognito-still a friend of mine sama norah jones..duhh itu kan dah lama banget, trus sempet males dengerin lagu jazz soalnya kesan old banget kalo dengerin musik aliran jazz..ohh iya mungkin karena musik jazz yang di kemas jadi aliran groove yang bikin gue ngebet banget. gue inget sekarang, musik yang sering gue dengerin kan lagunya maliq n d'essestial, bali lounge, tompi, The Rippingtons, peppi kamadhatu itu kan semua alirannya groove..hehe jadi dehh sekarang gue "jazzitude". setiap malem kalo mau tidur gue selalu nyalain komputer trus gue set di winamp semua lagu2 yang aliran musik jazz trus gue set status di yahoo messenger dengan "sleeping with rhythm of jazz" atau "sleeping under the sky with sounds of jazz " hihihi sok jazzy banget sihh!! Tapi jujur yahh, gue ga bisa tidur kalo belum dengerin jazz..soalnya nyaman aja kalo dah dengerin lagu2 macam gitu...

Monday, January 16, 2006

pilihan terbaik....

kita sama sama sekian lama
janji kan berdua tak berpisah
dan kini...
ku pergi tinggal kenangan kasihku
maafkan diriku ingkari janji
haruskah ku tinggalkan mu...?
dosakah ku menyakiti hatimu..?
mungkin ini pilihan yang terbaik
tiada pernah lagi menyakitimu...

tiada pernah bisa yang terucapkan
betapa sakitnya yang kau rasakan
senyum mu matamu..
selalu siksa bathin ku
maafkan diriku...

Sunday, January 15, 2006

-= i'm not fuckin' kay =-

Well if you wanted honesty, That's all you had to say.
I never want to let you down or have you go, it's better off this way.
For all the dirty looks,
For photographs your boyfriend took,
Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second story?

I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
You wear me out.

What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems?
(I'm not okay)
I told you time and time again you sing the words but still don't know what they mean
To be a joke and look
Another line without a hook
I held you close as we both shook for the last time
Take a good hard look!

I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
You wear me out.

Forget about the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took?
You said you read me like a book, but the pages are all torn and frayed

I'm okay.
I'm okay!
I'm okay, yeah
(I'm okay, yeah)

wish you were really hear listening to me
Because I'm telling you the truth
I realize I'm okay!
(Trust me.)

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
Well, I'm not okay
I'm not o-fucking-kay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
(Okay)

--==You made me feel like the one==--

Thinking about thinking of you
Summertime think it was June
Yeah think it was June
Laying back, head on the grass
Children grown having some laughs
Yeah having some laughs.

You made me feel like the one
Made me feel like the one
The one
You made me feel like the one
Made me feel like the one
The one

Drinking back, drinking for two
Drinking with you
And drinking was new
Sleeping in the back of my car
We never went far
Needed to go far

You made me feel like the one
Made me feel like the one
The one
You made me feel like the one
Made me feel like the one
The one

I don't know where we are going now
I don't know where we are going now

Wake up cold coffee and juice
Remembering you
What happened to you?
I wonder if we'll meet again
Talk about us instead
Talk about why did it end

You made me feel like the one
Made me feel like the one
The one
You made me feel like the one
Made me feel like the one
The one

I don't know where we are going now
I don't know where we are going now

Thursday, January 05, 2006

2006

waduhhh, dah masuk 2006 lagi nihh...hmmm, umur gue dah makin nambah satu, makin berkurang dong...yaa tapi itulah hidup yang harus gue hadapi, gue sedih karna sampe sekarang gue masih belum bisa jalanin hidup yang "bener"..but maybe tomorrow i'll find my way..amien